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Apr. 17th, 2012 04:06 pmI just saw a picture of the Gulf of Mexico, and it literally took my breath away. I didn't think I'd miss the Florida beaches as much as I do. I can hear the waves crashing, smell the salt air. I'm truly homesick right now. I'm feeling an ache in my chest as I look at more pictures.
I'm on day ... four, I think, of my vacation. I finally feel rested. It's been a long time since I felt OK. I have realized just how much I do not like my job, and just how unhappy it is making me. This is not good. I'm going to have to find a solution to this soon. My health cannot afford for me to continue being unhappy all of the time. It really can't.
I'm OK though. For the moment anyway. I'm off until next Tuesday. I wish that we could afford to do something fun. Edgefest is this weekend, and we can't go. I reeeally want to. Blue October, Evanescence, Civil Twilight, Neon Trees, Cake, the Black Keys, Cage the Elephant...they're all going to be there, plus many more, and we cannot afford the $150 that it would take (this isn't including the food and gas money, either). I mean, we could, but we really shouldn't. Being responsible blows sometimes.
I'm on day ... four, I think, of my vacation. I finally feel rested. It's been a long time since I felt OK. I have realized just how much I do not like my job, and just how unhappy it is making me. This is not good. I'm going to have to find a solution to this soon. My health cannot afford for me to continue being unhappy all of the time. It really can't.
I'm OK though. For the moment anyway. I'm off until next Tuesday. I wish that we could afford to do something fun. Edgefest is this weekend, and we can't go. I reeeally want to. Blue October, Evanescence, Civil Twilight, Neon Trees, Cake, the Black Keys, Cage the Elephant...they're all going to be there, plus many more, and we cannot afford the $150 that it would take (this isn't including the food and gas money, either). I mean, we could, but we really shouldn't. Being responsible blows sometimes.
